| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
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in a safety box i bought; it's been a long time since, it has once again been seen. to which a key unlocks; safely i have kept the key, somewhere away in secrecy. after all the huggermugger, now i cannot even remember; where i have placed the key, which now i needed badly. i'd need to retrieve it back; 'cause it used to be all around, i had it grasped safe and sound. but i came to slowly realize, it's been gone from my life; after the empty void i've been feeling, for years and a still counting. the lost and found reports nil, oh God how bad now i feel; for losing the key to free it, to emancipate my heartbeat. my key has evanesced; would someone offer assistance? to locate my key to it - my happiness? Labels: emotion frenzy, random |
scribbled by And So i Am @ 2:39 PM  |
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| Friday, April 25, 2008 |
| The Shallowest Dumbass on Earth |
*nudge* 12:53:15I say:
wat
12:53:45*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
bz studying ke?
when last paper/
12:53:55I say:
stil got 2 papers..
12:54:58*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
then okie lar
12:55:02I say:
wtf?
12:55:05*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
gud luck lar hee hee
12:55:08I say:
yea,.
12:55:13*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
i got 3 mar
ahahaha
12:55:20I say:
i finished 2 already 12:55:20*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
2 is far more easier rite?
ahahhaa
12:55:30I say:
how do u know the paper is easy
cheh
12:55:42*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
for u where got hard geh
12:57:00I say:
cheh..
thats just simply shallow and baseless statements lor
12:57:57*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
hmmm
so how was ur 1st 2 papers?
12:58:09I say:
not so bad gua..
12:58:17*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
then okie ler
mortar hat coming d
so planning to work here?
12:58:39I say:
depends.. stil not so sure
12:59:21*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
master for u?
12:59:29I say:
most probably..
12:59:37*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
utar ar?
12:59:40I say:
no lar..
12:59:45*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
or abroad?
12:59:53I say:
wtf? u tell me utar?
stil uncetain
13:00:03*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
icicicc
then gudluck ya
he hee
13:00:20I say:
yea..
13:01:09*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
so goin back home to have a rest 1st lar/
13:01:14I say:
yeah...
13:01:23*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
good ler
can rest
haa haa Is it just me? Or is this guy just plain baseless and annoying? *rolls eyes* i have realized that the reason i've never blocked annoying people like THEM 'cause it's just entertaining to shit people like 'em. =D
Labels: plain stupidity, random |
| scribbled by And So i Am @ 1:00 PM |
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| Saturday, April 12, 2008 |
| That's What Friends Are For |
Just by looking at my friends, i am sad.. Because we'll be going our own different paths after this important phase of our lives.
Friendship is one important thing in my life.
Without friends, i wouldn't have made it here.
Without friends, i won't have been happy.
Without friends, i wouldn't have been able to share out my thoughts.
Without friends, i won't have had all the fun i've ever had.
Without friends, i wouldn't have anyone to feel for me.
Without friends, i couldn't possibly have pulled through.
Without friends, i won't be who i am right now.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to scold me sohai.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to bring me around.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to be my punch bag.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to walk to uni together.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to complain to.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to make me laugh within a few seconds.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to counsel me when i'm down.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to tell me i look cute then snigger.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to drive me home when it rains.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to be there for me to make fun of.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to depend on when i'm falling.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to cry to.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to make me feel loved, treasured.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to share my food with, to share my drinks with.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to give advice to.
Friendship, is one hell of an important thing in my life. i cannot possibly imagine myself alone, without friends. That would be so pathetic. My life would be empty. It would be void. It would be meaningless. It would mean nothing anymore.
When i see them, when i know we're all going our own paths soon, when i know we'll be meeting less in time to come..
i just feel like hugging them all tight, and not letting go..
They have all played different important roles in my life for the past 3 years in making who i am now..
This, what i call friendship, is something i can never lose, ever.
Labels: friendship |
| scribbled by And So i Am @ 11:37 PM |
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| Friday, April 11, 2008 |
| Babis, no? |
"All my friends are babis. Babis, anyone?"
Respondent #1 - Babi Number One reporting!! That is so cute, i mean the way you write it.
*gasp* How did she know she was the first! So touching T_T
So there, Babi #1
Respondent #2 - Why you so emo?
i emo meh? Do i sound emo to you?
Yea, damn fucking emo.
Wtf. What kind of an idiot is that. Does that phrase sound emo to u?
So there, the first and very, Idiotic Bugger #1
Respondent #3 - Sweat. Okay la okay la. Babi la. Reporting now.
Cheh so reluctant.
Anyhow, Babi #2
Respondent #4 - Eh, I don't wanna be your friend if that's how it is. Babi? Don't want!!!!
i don't care. Babi, you are.
Okay la. Babi keberapa dah?
So easy give in. Lousy babi.
So, Babi #3
Respondent #5 - what the fuck you quarrel with who.
'Nuf said. Stupid bugger.
So this would be, Idiotic Bugger #2
CONCLUSION
I'm so pathetic I only have 3 babis so far. Out of 5 who responded, 2 are stupid dumbfucks whom i have already blocked 'cause they're just too annoying. -_- So, more babis anyone?
Labels: friendship |
| scribbled by And So i Am @ 10:30 PM |
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| Sunday, April 6, 2008 |
| I Love My Folks! |
It hurts so bad when you love your parents so much but you suddenly feel that, wow, you've been their daughter for the past few decades but they don't actually know what you want in life!
It hurts even worse when actually what they've decided for you is totally in contrast with what you want, and you realize that they did that all just because they love you!
It hurts worst when all they've done for you just because they love you, and yet it's so totally wrong and doesn't suit you, and you don't like it at all, and you forget about it because you love them so much, and then once again you have to go through the same ol' shit this time, with you determined to do something, but they go all pessimistic and don't see the ability in you, and you get angry and holler at them, then later you realize you've hurt them, and you say sorry and they come soothing you and asking you not to think so much and go on with what you want, this time, they'll support you all the way through..
It hurts just so much that the heart aches badly.
Labels: emotion frenzy, life, meaningful shit |
| scribbled by And So i Am @ 11:27 PM |
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| Thursday, April 3, 2008 |
| My Life Is.. |
Of no progress at all.
Have you ever experienced frustration to the limit where you don't know what to do? Have you ever felt that you have so much strength that if you slap someone, that someone's head would just fall off from all the energy you have?
Are there times when you feel that there's no one in the whole wide World who understands you?
And, you'd feel that you're the only one left, no one is there to accompany you, to walk the path with you, to hold your hands, to laugh along with you, to nod when you speak, to give you feedback to what you've spoken, to feel what you feel..
And all you can and are gonna do is.. Stare into the empty ceiling, shut your eyes, leave your mind blank, not knowing what to do or wanting to do anything, and leave the World behind you, clear of all the things that're troubling you..
At times like this, i'd feel as though i'd just.. Falter and wither as though spring's way over, summer's just about to end, and autumn's coming in..
But, this is what life means..
Life means, trouble, tears, dilemmas, problems, sadness, frustration, devastation, and with only a little bit of laughter which comes peeking in only from time to time, till the end of your life..
No, i'm not asking much.. Of all, all i ask is just.. Someone to hold my hands when i'm about to fall, about to drown, about to suffocate, about to break into pieces, from all the pain inside me.. And i've never had anyone to hold my hands. Yet. So far.
Labels: emotion frenzy, life, random |
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