Of no progress at all.
Have you ever experienced frustration to the limit where you don't know what to do? Have you ever felt that you have so much strength that if you slap someone, that someone's head would just fall off from all the energy you have?
Are there times when you feel that there's no one in the whole wide World who understands you?
And, you'd feel that you're the only one left, no one is there to accompany you, to walk the path with you, to hold your hands, to laugh along with you, to nod when you speak, to give you feedback to what you've spoken, to feel what you feel..
And all you can and are gonna do is.. Stare into the empty ceiling, shut your eyes, leave your mind blank, not knowing what to do or wanting to do anything, and leave the World behind you, clear of all the things that're troubling you..
At times like this, i'd feel as though i'd just.. Falter and wither as though spring's way over, summer's just about to end, and autumn's coming in..
But, this is what life means..
Life means, trouble, tears, dilemmas, problems, sadness, frustration, devastation, and with only a little bit of laughter which comes peeking in only from time to time, till the end of your life..
No, i'm not asking much.. Of all, all i ask is just.. Someone to hold my hands when i'm about to fall, about to drown, about to suffocate, about to break into pieces, from all the pain inside me.. And i've never had anyone to hold my hands. Yet. So far.
Labels: emotion frenzy, life, random |
