It hurts so bad when you love your parents so much but you suddenly feel that, wow, you've been their daughter for the past few decades but they don't actually know what you want in life!
It hurts even worse when actually what they've decided for you is totally in contrast with what you want, and you realize that they did that all just because they love you!
It hurts worst when all they've done for you just because they love you, and yet it's so totally wrong and doesn't suit you, and you don't like it at all, and you forget about it because you love them so much, and then once again you have to go through the same ol' shit this time, with you determined to do something, but they go all pessimistic and don't see the ability in you, and you get angry and holler at them, then later you realize you've hurt them, and you say sorry and they come soothing you and asking you not to think so much and go on with what you want, this time, they'll support you all the way through..
It hurts just so much that the heart aches badly.
Labels: emotion frenzy, life, meaningful shit |
