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Saturday, July 12, 2008
Le Sigh
After tearing my wardrobe apart, new or old, this was what I got. =(

5 skirts. So many for what reasons, I don't know. I should have bought less skirts and more tops. No one can tell the difference of each skirt also. And I spent a great amount of ringgit altering 4 of 'em to a smaller size. *quivers 'cause am feeling so happy* O by the way thinking of altering the one on far right to a shorter length. =P

3 pants. Reasonable. But one was bought a long ass time ago. Make a guess, quick! If you guessed it right I give you ten ringgit. Juee you cannot guess.

9 tops. 9 pathetic tops. Why pathetic? 'Cause I tried really hard to deceive myself that they fit the 'formal' description as well as clothes that I would still wear now. =( They're all size S nyahahaha.. *update* 10 tops actually. I just walked into the bathroom and saw one lying in the pail LOL. New one belum cuci lagi.

3 bags. They're all new by the way. LOL. So many for what reasons, I don't know too. Actually true from my heart I still find 3 bags few.
3 pairs of heels. Sorry lazy to go outside and take photos.
Why the title? 'Cause I'mma start working this coming Monday and yet the end result of today's effort was disappointing. I don't want to dress like a haggard witch to work! *sulks*
Okay enough of ranting please do pray that I'll be determined to work for the better of the compa... *cough* I mean work to upgrade myself. Then I can buy more outfits with my better pay.
Bah. *sings 'na xi wa wu ji ba ban' ruefully*
Anyhow, Friday is a casual casual day yay!

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 8:59 PM   3 passer(s)-by
TADA~

my new belt. very cheap. end of story =P


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scribbled by And So i Am @ 3:23 PM   2 passer(s)-by
Monday, July 7, 2008
=) ?
1. To accept a job paying me 1.9 k. Which I would need to start coming Monday.
2. To reject, and go for Wednesday's interview? Which is at an extremely big company and famous for its fat paycheck. =( But I can't be certain I will be offered the job.
3. To accept option 1 and to go for option 2 interview and if option 2 wants me, back out from option 1? WTF will I get blacklisted? =(

I'm in a dilemma.

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 6:44 PM   2 passer(s)-by
Monday, June 23, 2008
Am Mad Because..
1. I did everything I could to find the best house ever and the best offer ever with the best condition ever but all I get are complaints.

2. I had asked repeatedly and the answer I got was a 'yes' and now you're trying to retract, how am I suppose to react / what am I suppose to do since I'm stuck in the middle?

3. I wasn't trying to quarrel nor argue but just to smooth out the crumpled paper just so you could see the words on it clearly (metaphor ok get it) but all I got was an accusation of starting a quarrel blindly.

4. I had been starving like shit and all I asked was a packet of chocolate but all I got was a dog peeing on my feet (another metaphor get it).

5. I had a nice dream last night and I felt so eager to share it out and to put it into reality but all I get is to be told that I'm wasting time and it's not practical (Mandarin = wu liao). How does that feel when it hits u back the next time.

6. I typed I am mad on my MSN PM but majority of the people don't concern but instead they talked to me all just because they wanted to know the reason to why I am mad, not because they don't want me to be mad.

7. I have no food with me at the moment.

8. I have some bugger whom I cannot shoo off just because he is some old school ex-classmate whom I was once kinda close to and now he's proceeding to the next level without telling it straight out that he is and with that, I cannot tell him off because if I do tell him off it would seem that I'm being overly sensitive or maybe he can hit me back with a "I wasn't even after u". >.> (I rock because I can create such a long sentence without a fullstop and I insist there is nothing wrong with the sentence structure >insert hmph01 emote<)
9. All the jobs that I've applied for gave me feedback as in calling me for interviews except for the very one which also is the one and only which I really wanted.

10. I have been shitting and peeing all day long for the past 1 month having nothing to do so it's really getting me up to my nerves for I hate having nothing to do.

11. I keep getting online but there is not a single interesting shit for me to step my foot into just for the fun of it (it's another metaphor you idiot, if you've not gotten a single metaphor out of those I've been using then please click X and proceed to www dot mybrainisonlyfitforporn dot com thank you very much).

12. A lot of people have been taking me for granted.

13. And a lot of people have been preaching / lecturing / nagging me about things which I don't really give no fuck nor am I interested in.

14. Extremely mad because I thought I had a long list of reasons for this "Why-Am-I-Mad" post but now I end up writing only 10 serious ones and the ones after No. 10 are just crap.

Ha-ha. ha. ha? Okay, not funny. Bye bye.

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 2:45 AM   2 passer(s)-by
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
It's Just a Rant So Don't Read If You Think I'm A Whiner
I was gonna say sorry for not blogging for fuck ages but I guess no one's gonna notice it anyway.
I was gonna blog about my dad but I guess that shit just spoilt my mood for it.
I was gonna talk about happy and nostalgic shits but I guess again that shit just spoilt my mood.

Anyway, shits are always happening to me I don't know why. I'm fucking fed up with the life I'm living currently. But I myself still have no ideas on how to improve my life or make myself one happy bitch. Recently I keep thinking, I used to be a much more happier bitch back then. I was colder, I was more self-centred, I was, rude. I was... Ignorant, the whole world revolved around me, ME ME just ME!! How happy I was in that fucking state.

Fuck this shit la forget about it. DAD. Talk about him. Just. Talk. About. Happy. Stuffs. Anyway this incident just struck me and got me reeling in all my nostalgic shits when I was younger and when I was growing up, in this same old house I've grown in. My nephew, the little monkey, asked my dad to give him a piggyback ride. T____________________T

Dad: I can't give you piggyback rides, dear.. I'm too old for that. Back's not strong.

T____________________________________T

He used to give me piggyback rides whenever I asked for one. He used to go cycling with me around the neighbourhood. He was the one who taught me how to play badminton. He was the one who sent me to swimming lessons when I was very very young. He was the sole contributor to my swimming success. He was the one who bought me thousands of story books and novels starting from my all time favourite Enid Blyton to Sweet Sixteen to Fear Street to Stephen King to Danielle Steel to Sidney Sheldon and now to Mahatma Gandhi. =.= No he really bought me that book on life.

T__________________________________T

Now he wants to sponsor my MBA. He wants to prepare enough backup if I do fail in life one day. He wants to be able to finance me when I fall down on my feet.

Dad: My heart is weak. I am telling you this because, I want you to be ready in , 10 years time? Don't cry when the time is here. I want you, successful, happy, contented. I love you.

T_______________________________________T

Please, someone, kill me for I can't stop crying.

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 10:33 PM   0 passer(s)-by
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
it
i kept it locked,
in a safety box i bought;
it's been a long time since,
it has once again been seen.
it is locked in the box,
to which a key unlocks;
safely i have kept the key,
somewhere away in secrecy.
after all the huggermugger,
now i cannot even remember;
where i have placed the key,
which now i needed badly.
i never thought that,
i'd need to retrieve it back;
'cause it used to be all around,
i had it grasped safe and sound.
but i came to slowly realize,
it's been gone from my life;
after the empty void i've been feeling,
for years and a still counting.
the lost and found reports nil,
oh God how bad now i feel;
for losing the key to free it,
to emancipate my heartbeat.
please oh pretty please,
my key has evanesced;
would someone offer assistance?
to locate my key to it - my happiness?

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 2:39 PM   2 passer(s)-by
Friday, April 25, 2008
The Shallowest Dumbass on Earth

*nudge*

12:53:15I say:
wat

12:53:45*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
bz studying ke?
when last paper/

12:53:55I say:
stil got 2 papers..

12:54:58*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
then okie lar

12:55:02I say:
wtf?

12:55:05*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
gud luck lar hee hee

12:55:08I say:
yea,.

12:55:13*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
i got 3 mar
ahahaha

12:55:20I say:
i finished 2 already

12:55:20*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
2 is far more easier rite?
ahahhaa

12:55:30I say:
how do u know the paper is easy
cheh

12:55:42*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
for u where got hard geh

12:57:00I say:
cheh..
thats just simply shallow and baseless statements lor

12:57:57*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
hmmm
so how was ur 1st 2 papers?

12:58:09I say:
not so bad gua..

12:58:17*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
then okie ler
mortar hat coming d
so planning to work here?

12:58:39I say:
depends.. stil not so sure

12:59:21*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
master for u?

12:59:29I say:
most probably..

12:59:37*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
utar ar?

12:59:40I say:
no lar..

12:59:45*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
or abroad?

12:59:53I say:
wtf? u tell me utar?
stil uncetain

13:00:03*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
icicicc
then gudluck ya
he hee

13:00:20I say:
yea..

13:01:09*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
so goin back home to have a rest 1st lar/

13:01:14I say:
yeah...

13:01:23*unicef tcboy^^ HappiNesS iS mY kEy oF LiVing..BeSt wIshEs tO aLL the pEoPLe aroUnD mE =) says:
good ler
can rest
haa haa

Is it just me? Or is this guy just plain baseless and annoying? *rolls eyes* i have realized that the reason i've never blocked annoying people like THEM 'cause it's just entertaining to shit people like 'em. =D

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 1:00 PM   0 passer(s)-by
Saturday, April 12, 2008
That's What Friends Are For
Just by looking at my friends, i am sad.. Because we'll be going our own different paths after this important phase of our lives.

Friendship is one important thing in my life.
Without friends, i wouldn't have made it here.
Without friends, i won't have been happy.
Without friends, i wouldn't have been able to share out my thoughts.
Without friends, i won't have had all the fun i've ever had.
Without friends, i wouldn't have anyone to feel for me.
Without friends, i couldn't possibly have pulled through.
Without friends, i won't be who i am right now.

Without friends, i won't have that someone to scold me sohai.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to bring me around.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to be my punch bag.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to walk to uni together.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to complain to.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to make me laugh within a few seconds.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to counsel me when i'm down.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to tell me i look cute then snigger.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to drive me home when it rains.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to be there for me to make fun of.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to depend on when i'm falling.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to cry to.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to make me feel loved, treasured.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to share my food with, to share my drinks with.
Without friends, i won't have that someone to give advice to.

Friendship, is one hell of an important thing in my life. i cannot possibly imagine myself alone, without friends. That would be so pathetic. My life would be empty. It would be void. It would be meaningless. It would mean nothing anymore.

When i see them, when i know we're all going our own paths soon, when i know we'll be meeting less in time to come..
i just feel like hugging them all tight, and not letting go..
They have all played different important roles in my life for the past 3 years in making who i am now..

This, what i call friendship, is something i can never lose, ever.


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scribbled by And So i Am @ 11:37 PM   1 passer(s)-by
Friday, April 11, 2008
Babis, no?
"All my friends are babis. Babis, anyone?"


Respondent #1 - Babi Number One reporting!! That is so cute, i mean the way you write it.
*gasp* How did she know she was the first! So touching T_T
So there, Babi #1


Respondent #2 - Why you so emo?
i emo meh? Do i sound emo to you?
Yea, damn fucking emo.
Wtf. What kind of an idiot is that. Does that phrase sound emo to u?
So there, the first and very, Idiotic Bugger #1


Respondent #3 - Sweat. Okay la okay la. Babi la. Reporting now.
Cheh so reluctant.
Anyhow, Babi #2


Respondent #4 - Eh, I don't wanna be your friend if that's how it is. Babi? Don't want!!!!
i don't care. Babi, you are.
Okay la. Babi keberapa dah?
So easy give in. Lousy babi.
So, Babi #3


Respondent #5 - what the fuck you quarrel with who.
'Nuf said. Stupid bugger.
So this would be, Idiotic Bugger #2


CONCLUSION
I'm so pathetic I only have 3 babis so far. Out of 5 who responded, 2 are stupid dumbfucks whom i have already blocked 'cause they're just too annoying. -_- So, more babis anyone?


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scribbled by And So i Am @ 10:30 PM   0 passer(s)-by
Sunday, April 6, 2008
I Love My Folks!
It hurts so bad when you love your parents so much but you suddenly feel that, wow, you've been their daughter for the past few decades but they don't actually know what you want in life!
It hurts even worse when actually what they've decided for you is totally in contrast with what you want, and you realize that they did that all just because they love you!
It hurts worst when all they've done for you just because they love you, and yet it's so totally wrong and doesn't suit you, and you don't like it at all, and you forget about it because you love them so much, and then once again you have to go through the same ol' shit this time, with you determined to do something, but they go all pessimistic and don't see the ability in you, and you get angry and holler at them, then later you realize you've hurt them, and you say sorry and they come soothing you and asking you not to think so much and go on with what you want, this time, they'll support you all the way through..

It hurts just so much that the heart aches badly.

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scribbled by And So i Am @ 11:27 PM   0 passer(s)-by
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